Friday, October 10, 2014

Double Vision and Other Adventures in Art and Life

 
In my September 2014 post, I alluded to the fusion collage shown above, one I entered in a National Collage Society Show. I named it Eternal Women of the Flowers (Flores Aeternae Mulieres). It did not make the cut, but that's life in the art world. I have been in their annual juried show twice in five years. Not but a week or so after that rejection, one of my collages listed on the Saatchi Art website sold! Yes, the sale helped make up for not getting into the NCS show. And perhaps I will put the Eternal Women piece up for sale on Saatchi. It is done on a large wooden panel and would involve some pretty fancy packaging and shipping tasks, so I am still considering my options.
 
On the last day of September 2014, my life changed in an instant (and I hope, temporarily). I am the co-chair of art and decoration for the First UU Church of Houston's auction event coming up on November 1st. I looked up from the papier mache object I was working on early that morning and my vision went cattywampus. I was seeing out of focus. In fact, with both eyes open I was seeing double. If I closed my right eye, seeing out of the left eye was tolerable. To make a long story short, I still need an MRI. I have been seen my 3 eye doctors and one neurologist. This kind of thing could have been due to a mini-stroke, but the neurologist pretty much ruled that out. We will know much more after the MRI. Possibly I have thyroid eye disease. We shall see. Yes, at least I am still seeing! It could have been much worse.
 
I am walking and riding my bike more. I am driving less. My husband steps in as needed, though this is a busy time of the year for him. I am living in gratitude for what I can see. I can still read and make art. Life has slowed down a little and that feels like a good thing. There has been some improvement in my eyes since this started. The band of space where my vision is doubled has decreased in size. I am travelling to Charleston and Myrtle Beach, SC for a girlfriend get-together later this month. I had been planning to rent a car, but now a friend has stepped in to do the driving. So that is my news. Call me Pollyanna, but all this is not as bad as it sounds. All in all, I am in good health. There is a hidden blessing in most tragedies. That's my story and I'm sticking to it. Thanking the universe for blessings yet to come! May it be so....
 
Eternal Women of the Flowers fusion collage on textured wood panel  by Keddy Ann Outlaw, 2014